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A positive update?
I sit here, with a smile on my face, and cheerful outlook on life.
nothing has changed for me... everything is the same,
yet, i feel like theres nothing wrong.
im satisified with my life.
and myself.
i am doing the most with my time... work and school.
theres nothing out there, i could possibly be doing better.
i no longer, long to go out.
i appreciate my free time.
hanging with a few friends every so often, having a decent conversation,
is what i actually enjoy the most.
my heart has lifted, out of no where.
its a change... a good change.
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[15 Jun 2007|01:48am] |
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time flies.
i can never sleep... and when i do, i knock out for half the day.
i feel the day has been wasted, especially when i dont work.
my daily routine, has become just that... a daily routine.
i need a hobby.
something i can do by myself, and for a good period of time.
work is okay, a little overwhelming.
ive met alot of good people there, for that im thankful.
i feel fat.
and im only gettin fatter.
i tell myself to do somethin... and i dont.
i need a partner.
i lost my partner... i feel so guilty.
small petty things, and then gettin caught.
i think i get caught for the things i do, because im smarter than that.
and with that; i learn.
i just wish i didnt have to learn the hard way... like i have been.
hey better taught, then not.
these are random things ive been goin through,
sorry for the fragments.
i need to find someone.
someone who understands me... who im comfortable with.
who, i can actually see myself with.
i dont know why im so "close-minded" when it comes to relationships.
its been comin up lately. and yea, im dumb.
its late, im rambling.
i need to do this more often.
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[25 Apr 2007|09:42am] |
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Sooooo, I'm here in photography... basically bored... mhmmmmmmmmm. I realized this is like the only site not really blocked, might as well take advantage of it :]
Anyway, whats new with me... hmmm. Nothing really, just workin and ready to graduate already. Yep Yep. Im tired of the same thing all the time, i cant wait for the summer. Goodness me, and then college. Im excited, above all.
What else... what else... there wassssssssssss this one boy that i kinda liked, but eh thats over with. I realized it just wasn't worth it in the end. Too many arguements and what not. Haha, oh well :] Ummmmmmmmmmm, Im still partying, still enjoyin life..
yepyep, till next time~
:D
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[25 Mar 2007|09:02am] |
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Eesh im stupid. I cant believe some of the things i do... =//
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[21 Feb 2007|05:16pm] |
i miss livejournal. i wish more people would check this baby :[
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| Uhh Oh! |
[08 Nov 2006|03:02pm] |
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Hmm, i think i like somebody...
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[17 Oct 2006|06:10pm] |
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sooooooo...
*ive been stressed.
*i need to relax.
*i took the SATs... wasnt tooooo shabby.
*homecoming was fun.
*nothin toooo special though.
*i think im gonna die alone.
*i still need a job.
*i miss my cheech
*i love miss leslie
*im never satisfied.
*i feel freakin fat.
*im nervous about college; the source of the stress
*where the heck is fred when you need him.
*im tired of the same routine.
*ive recently got in contact with some middle school homies... sheesh those were the days. its curazy how so much has changed, since this school year has started... not sure if its good or bad yet... but its different thats fo sho. i really cant complain about whats goin on, so i suppose thats a good thing. Time seems to be flyin by... i dont like it.
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[25 Sep 2006|05:55pm] |
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Pisces Daily extended
You've spent so much time in the center of the action lately that it might be a smart move to step back and look at things from an outsider's perspective. Pretend you don't know the ins and outs of everyone you care about in your life ... how do these important people appear when you see them as strangers? This isn't an exercise in judging others -- rather, it's an effective way to remind yourself of how amazing the people in your life are. You're very lucky, and you need to know it.
Though im missing two of my best friends... i really do appreciate everyone else that has been therrrr for me.
mad love homies :]
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[15 Sep 2006|05:24pm] |
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the early november. |
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Gosh, i think i may have some of the worst luck.
this day has been terrible.
i really hope there is a brighter side of things.
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[26 Aug 2006|12:32pm] |
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things change...
people change...
whether you like it or not.
hmm, its funny how people feel like they have to call someone... to be nice...
when they should really do it because they want to.
why bother bitch...
things shouldnt be one sided or fake.
***anywho! yesterday twas funnnnnnn. i freakin love fred... im glad to have someone like him, he doesnt realize how much he means to me. id pick one super close friend over 43867555739202 regular friends anyday.
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[21 Aug 2006|04:33pm] |
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First of week of school wasnt too bad, nothin great though...
this weekend went by super fast too.
i wasnt too happy about that :(
Yea, i dont know but i dont really feel like anything is goin on with me
now a days, haha, the usual... or maybe theres alot but im
just lettin it slip right by me.
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[15 Aug 2006|03:23pm] |
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lets make this quick and simple.
*i have strep throat
*buttttt its basically cleared up
*school started
*buttt i need to drop co op... and pick up an 8th period =(
*i have no idea when this is going to happen
*everything else doesnt seem too bad
*i love my cheech
*tomorrow is renes birfday... eff that ho :]
*its raining alottt right now
*i went to the movies with ricardo yesterday, i miss that bia
*i love kali and leslie
*theres no food in this house
*my parents owe me 40 bucks
* i need to go shopping
*i want chinese food and starbucks
umm, yea thats off the top of my head... heres a picture for the heck of it.
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[03 Aug 2006|08:16pm] |
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Well for a thursday, there sure is alot to do... yet i feel rather obliged to stay home.
im sick and it sucks... i keep tellin myself its the weather but it might seriously be somethin wrong =/ my mom insists on takin me to the doctor... but im hesitant.
We'll see what happens... im hopin tomorrow, i'll be all smiles.
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[29 Jul 2006|02:03pm] |
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TODAY:
Finally, you're getting the hang of relaxing! This is an important skill to master, so make sure you put in the time you need to practice it. The past few days have been building up to this one, when you'll finally let go of any guilt or feelings of responsibility. You've done enough, said enough and gone far enough for now -- so much so that even you can admit it. Avoid any commitments right now. Today's the perfect day to grab a good friend and simply hang out.
haha, how i wish... my life revolves around one word --> stress.
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| OMG OMG myspace isnt workin!!! |
[23 Jul 2006|10:26pm] |
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hahahaha, everyone is freakin out... tis funny. Oh myyyy, me and nathalie are sooo depressed... i cant live... ahhhhhh.
JUSTTTT KEEDING! wellllll i havent updated in yearrrrs and so i was like heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy im gonna update... and i came on here and everyone was all sad for myspace not workin... so i had to mention that...
but yeaa nathalie dances like a hippie... and i like it :]]]
yep but besides that nothins new with me... same ol same ol... isnt that just great!!! =//
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[29 May 2006|07:34pm] |
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well well well...
the year has finished... and im sooooo happy for us to be out of school!
i really havent been up to too much.
just been out and about, making the best of my free time.
but anyway, im sittin here watchin "real women have curves" and drinkin a cup of tea.
life really doesnt get much better than this.
these past few days have made me think awhole bunch, i have high expectations for the summer.
mhmm!
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[06 Apr 2006|07:12pm] |
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So everything is boilin up inside of me...
and im ready to explode.
Why must everything frusturate me,
and why must i always have this constant headache.
Stupid annoying kids.
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[13 Mar 2006|12:31pm] |
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Hello Hello<3
Well... i decided its about time for an update... i mean i havent been on this baby, for a good while, they even have a new high-tech bar thingy, interesting.
Hmmm, so its "Spring Break" not really a big deal, im just happy for the week off. Nothing really is goin on either, which is good... i need a rest period.
My life is rather redundant now a days, nothin new ever crosses my path. Its like ive grown accustom to the routine- somewhat of a bad thing.
My neck hurts terribly.
i have a feeling, this "spring break" im gonna have quite a few entries.
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| Ahhh a Slap in the Face. |
[31 Jan 2006|02:44pm] |
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BLAH. its sucks when it takes someone to be gone for good, for you to realize how much they mean to you... no matter how far they are.
My grandma passed away last night. My mom was planning on leaving tomorrow, to see her in the hospital... but she didnt make it.. It sucks to see my mommy like this. ahhh. =/
All i had replaying in my head, was me and cheech's conversation, that one time at westside house. i wish i couldve seen her one last time... new york is far... but nothing is too far for a final goodbye.
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| What do i deserve? What do i deserve? Instead... |
[22 Jan 2006|10:28am] |
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Ahhh, today is sunday... this weekend was interesting. Im sorry nathalie, that your birthday went how it went... it was fun, but ehhh the ending wasnt too good. :(
Have ya ever been in a situation, that you KNOW youve put someone else in... and didnt realize how much it hurt, until it happened to you? Yea, karma.
I hate this.
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